: Syukrina Norrahim, 20, Johor. + follow | instagram | twitter | facebook recent update :
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If only.
Why some people tend to keep things in their mind?
Or maybe feelings deep down their heart?
Having these things running and crossing the mind for every second and yeah it sucks
but it is much much better than telling it to someone, right?
Em, maybe because they think that people will understand them by their reaction,
words or any other hints.
But most of the time, they don't understand.
Why voicing out our opinions or feelings is hard?
Why do we need to keep it secret?
Is it because we afraid that it might hurts others?
Or we are the ones who will be hurt by the response that we'll get?
But sometimes, we know what is running on other people's mind.
We got the hints but we tend to ignore it because we want them to voice it out.
We want them to say it clearly and tell us what on earth is happening.
What kind of story that they kept telling themselves.
What kind of music that they sing in their mind.
But when it comes to us we want people to understand us.
Tell me, who ever in this world that refuse to be understood.
Yes, we may say. 'let it be' or 'who cares', 'i don't give a fuck'
and 'i don't need people to understand me'
But deep down in our heart, we want it.
The thing is, ego covers it well.
Because at the end, everyone wants it that way.
If only we don't sound desperate if we tell everything.
If only.
written on Nov 17, 2015 @ 10:04 PM ✈
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